June 29, 2014

  • it made me silently gasp when i saw my secret posted under the "classic secrets" on postsecret several weeks ago. it's such a weird feeling when you see something that belonged to you that you've let go and put out there for all to see even though they don't know it's your particular secret whispered into the depths of the web.

    it certainly brought back memories...

June 27, 2014

  • 2013::movielisttime

    i haven't posted this in a while. 2013 was a busy year and i still was able to watch the amount of movies i did which is in itself a terrific feat. so here it is !

    1. the dark knight rises
    2. the bourne legacy
    3. looper
    4. warm bodies
    5. pitch perfect
    6. ice age: continental drift
    7. ted
    8. we need to talk about kevin
    9. terminator
    10. butter
    11. the odd life of timothy green
    12. taken 2
    13. abraham lincoln: vampire slayer
    14. house at the end of the street
    15. hotel transylvania
    16. trouble with the curve
    17. rock of ages
    18. flight
    19. the watch
    20. total recall
    21. savages
    22. seven psycopaths
    23. an education
    24. skyfall
    25. a lonely place to die
    26. argo
    27. girl in progress
    28. jack the giant slayer
    29. hysteria
    30. oz the great & powerful
    31. a late quartet
    32. 2 days in new york
    33. wreck-it ralph
    34. 10 years
    35. the perks of being a wallflower
    36. beasts of the southern wild
    37. firelight
    38. anna karenina
    39. les miserable
    40. django unchained
    41. the hobbit
    42. lincoln
    43. havoc
    44. gangster squad
    45. a thousand words
    46. life of pi
    47. october baby
    48. the good doctor
    49. the sessions
    50. safe haven
    51. the paperboy
    52. silver linings playbook
    53. parental guidance
    54. rise of the guardians
    55. to rome with love
    56. the guilt trip
    57. this is 40
    58. zero dark thirty
    59. white house down
    60. quartet
    61. parker
    62. the incredible burt wonderstone
    63. monsters university
    64. identity thief
    65. the heat
    66. the master
    67. arthur newman
    68. side effects
    69. the great gatsby
    70. the lone ranger
    71. star trek: into darkness
    72. the good son
    73. the bling ring
    74. now you see me
    75. we're the millers
    76. beautiful creatures
    77. despicable me 2
    78. 42
    79. world war z
    80. this is it
    81. baggage claim
    82. hangover 3
    83. iron man 3
    84. end of the spear
    85. the big wedding
    86. struck by lightning
    87. the croods
    88. oblivion
    89. violet & daisy
    90. the cold light of day
    91. battle royale
    92. springbreakers
    93. the call
    94. won't back down
    95. passion
    96. mud
    97. don't stop believin': everyman's journey
    98. man of steel
    99. the to-do list
    100. turbo
    101. mao's last dancer
  • cooking isn't a cinch

    you know when they do those cooking shows and they say, "oh this is such a quick and easy recipe to put together !" they're lying !

    all the vegetables and meats have to be washed and cut up. all the spices and condiments and herbs and extras have to be dug out and found in the pantry and then measured. all of the kitchen utensils also have to be hunted for. all the prep work isn't done for you viewers at home.

    that always bugged me about cooking shows...

  • i'm back ! ... maybe


    i have been wanting to write in this for a while now, but never got the chance... and i'm in such a great place in life right now. yesterday, we closed on a house ! and i've been a mother for almost 15 months now to a very energetic and happy boy ! and i've been married to a wonderful man for 3.5 years now !

    it's been so exciting to watch God work in the creases of my life... some amazing, others not so exciting and maybe darker days, but through it all God has been very good. very good indeed. i am so thankful for his many blessings.

    facebook is great and everything, but it's nice to have a place to share thoughts... even if no one reads them. i like seeing my thoughts in black and grey.

    i think i'll be posting mostly things that come to mind, so if you're afraid of or aren't interested in reading about my mind's meanderings, then skip on by and close your browser ! :-)

March 3, 2014

  • movies seen in 2012

    1. insidious
    2. american graffiti
    3. black snake moan
    4. the hangover part II
    5. friends with benefits
    6. moneyball
    7. captain america
    8. cocktail
    9. larry crowne
    10. suckerpunch
    11. smurfs
    12. mr. popper's penguins
    13. the conspiracy
    14. ides of march
    15. 21 jump street
    16. the help
    17. cowboys & aliens
    18. contagion
    19. crazy stupid love
    20. last night
    21. fair game
    22. jumping the broom
    23. blue like jazz
    24. dive
    25. we bought a zoo
    26. transamerica
    27. midnight in paris
    28. don't be afraid of the dark
    29. drive
    30. dolphin tale
    31. fast five
    32. something borrowed
    33. the descendants
    34. the girl with the dragon tattoo
    35. everything must go
    36. young adult
    37. real steel
    38. stone
    39. hanna
    40. the big year
    41. change-up
    42. winter's bone
    43. the sitter
    44. marginal call
    45. tinker tailor soldier spy
    46. jane eyre
    47. i don't know how she does it
    48. 50/50
    49. the rum diaries
    50. the iron lady
    51. sparkle
    52. the oh in ohio
    53. footloose
    54. extremely loud, incredibly close
    55. hugo
    56. hop
    57. war horse
    58. a dangerous method
    59. the muppets
    60. the grey
    61. freedomland
    62. new years eve
    63. chronicle
    64. the vow
    65. colombiana
    66. the secret world of arrietty
    67. the debt
    68. blackthorn
    69. dream house
    70. the hunger games
    71. act of valor
    72. sherlock holmes: game of shadows
    73. beginners
    74. j. edgar hoover
    75. ides of march
    76. jeff who lives at home
    77. joyful noise
    78. the guard
    79. good deeds
    80. salmon fishing in the yemen
    81. this means war
    82. premium rush
    83. killer elite
    84. safe house
    85. the 3 stooges
    86. the first grader
    87. john carter
    88. the words
    89. big miracle
    90. secretary
    91. my week with marilyn
    92. what to expect when you're expecting
    93. the adventures of tin-tin
    94. the artist
    95. the woman in black
    96. the lucky one
    97. the dictator
    98. w.
    99. venus
    100. haywire
    101. prometheus
    102. think like a man
    103. the wolfman
    104. one for the money
    105. madea's witness protection
    106. the five-year engagement
    107. friends with kids
    108. lockout
    109. dark shadows
    110. safety not guaranteeed
    111. mary martha may marlene
    112. sex, lies, and videotape
    113. madagascar 3: europe's most wanted
    114. mirror, mirror
    115. sparkle
    116. my sister's sister
    117. hope springs
    118. arthur christmas
    119. snow white and the huntsmen
    120. brave
    121. the amazing spiderman
    122. moonrise kingdom
    123. magic mike
    124. how to steal a million
    125. i.q.

January 21, 2012

  • 2011::movitymovies

    i know i haven't used this to update or to record events, but i may get back into that sometime... maybe this year perhaps? i actually miss the xanga community that i experienced in college. it seems everyone's chosen other sites to blog on. i'm one of those people: i like to compartmentalize... maybe a little too much.

    this school year has already been an interesting experience. (don't you love it when people describe something as "interesting" when no other word really describes it or when you don't want to talk badly about the person/situation? i do it allll the time.)

    i started out the year with the 4th graders, who i miss so much, and then about 2 months into the school year, the principal decides to move me up to the 5th and 6th grade (students i had last year... arggggh) to split the 6th grade because there were 40 of them in a class. so now there are 20 some 6th graders in one class, 20 some 6th graders in another class and 40 (yup, i repeat 40) 5th graders in one class. help.

    my principal wasn't exactly being forthright with me; he first told me i would be teaching math, science, and social studies. finally after i kept asking questions to get clarification, he said i'd be teaching social studies which i am not certified to teach and i flat out told him that too. eventually i had to go to my school's union representative and get this straightened out. it didn't really even get straightened out until the middle of december.

    in the beginning of october, i received a student teacher in october who was supposed teach social studies to the 5th and 6th graders. WTH ?!?! and i was not officially informed this would happen until the day the student teacher arrived. i was introduced to her in the parking lot by the principal. and i'm still thinking to myself, "I AM NOT CERTIFIED TO TEACH SOCIAL STUDIES !!! what part of that don't you understand?" i had to file a grievance with the union rep and because of all the paperwork and redtape, it wasn't really resolved until after my student teacher left the last day before christmas break. my principal basically denied that i was ever assigned to teach social studies. argh. may 30th cannot come fast enough... i think this will be my last year at cps. i just do not like how they operate and treat teachers.

    anyway, onto THE list !

     **denotes highly recommended movie

    1. the other guys
    2. knight and day
    3. salt
    4. dinner for schmucks
    5. blades of glory
    6. percy jackson and the lightning thief
    7. the american
    8. sex and the city 2 (AWFUL AWFUL)
    9. despicable me**
    10. date night
    11. shrek forever after
    12. extraordinary measures
    13. beezus and ramona
    14. green zone
    15. the social network
    16. the runaways
    17. old dogs
    18. just wright
    19. the road
    20. takers
    21. how to train a dragon
    22. the love guru
    23. the eye
    24. red
    25. jackass 3
    26. due date
    27. the fighter
    28. devil
    29. cop out
    30. the switch
    31. machete
    32. eclipse
    33. romancing the stone
    34. rudy
    35. megamind
    36. the tourist
    37. love and other drugs (i was surprised by this movie; not your usual chick flick)
    38. gulliver's travels
    39. secretariat
    40. tangled
    41. you again
    42. how do you know
    43. when in rome
    44. no strings attached
    45. tron legacy
    46. black swan
    47. pirates of the caribbean: on stranger tides
    48. burlesque
    49. unstoppable
    50. the king's speech** (colin firth = swoooon)
    51. lottery ticket
    52. harry potter and the deathly hallows: part i
    53. talk to me**
    54. ghost writer
    55. babies
    56. the tailor of panama
    57. traffic
    58. american the beautiful
    59. kick ass
    60. punch drunk love (weird movie)
    61. waiting for superman
    62. rio
    63. blue valentine
    64. the cove**
    65. the adjustment bureau
    66. rango
    67. arthur
    68. water for elephants
    69. kungfu panda 2
    70. surrogates
    71. all good things
    72. nanny mcphee returns
    73. easy a
    74. the girl with the dragon tattoo (book is better)
    75. company men
    76. red riding hood
    77. the dilemma
    78. green hornet (jay chou? really?)
    79. hereafter
    80. limitless
    81. flash of genius
    82. just go with it
    83. 127 hours
    84. go the distance
    85. the girl who played with fire
    86. beastly
    87. it's kind of a funny story
    88. scream 4
    89. lemonade mouth
    90. morning glory (couldn't stand rachel mcadams in this)
    91. bridesmaids
    92. the roommate
    93. green lantern
    94. x-men: first class**
    95. lincoln lawyer
    96. the beaver (strange movie)
    97. harry potter and the deathly hallows: part ii
    98. transformers: dark of the moon
    99. bad teacher
    100. cars 2
    101. madea's big happy family (madea is hilarious !)
    102. horrible bosses
    103. soul surfer** (better than i expected)
    104. super 8
    105. jaws
    106. mission impossible: ghost protocol** (cool stunts)
    107. taken from me
    108. i am number four

    i'm happy to say that i increased the number of books i read this year. last year, i only read a measly 5. this year, i read a total of 11.

    • sunday's at tiffanys by james patterson
    • the secret between us by barbara delinsky
    • mary mary by james patterson
    • crazy love by francis chan
    • the girl with the dragon tattoo by stieg larsson
    • double cross by james patterson
    • the girl who played with fire by stieg larsson
    • unbearable lightness by portia de rossi
    • i walk alone by mary higgins clark
    • parenthood by bill cosby
    • open by andre agassi

    hopefully i can read at least this many books this year too !

    yellow diamonds in the light & we're standing side by side, as your shadow crosses mine, what it takes to come alive, it's the way i'm feeling i just can't deny but i've gotta let it go...

    currently listening to: the lumineers - ho hey

March 21, 2011

  • yearofmovies(2010)

    even with a wedding and wedding reception to plan last year, i still made time to sit back, relax with a bowl of popcorn, and escape into the movies. so here's the annual list ! (i know it's just a tad belated...)

    ** = highly recommended

    1. race to witch mountain
    2. harry potter and the half blood prince
    3. the haunting in connecticut
    4. revolutionary road
    5. four christmases
    6. obsessed
    7. inglorious basterds
    8. push
    9. the number 23
    10. the iron giant
    11. the proposal
    12. grey gardens
    13. without a paddle
    14. i love you, man
    15. the machinist
    16. valentine's day
    17. (500) days of summer
    18. hotel for dogs
    19. wimbledon
    20. mr. magorium's wonder emporium
    21. the ugly truth
    22. management
    23. couples retreat
    24. princess protection program
    25. be kind rewind
    26. i can do bad all by myself
    27. star trek
    28. two for the money
    29. zombieland
    30. untraceable
    31. whip it
    32. 9**
    33. the princess and the frog
    34. post grad
    35. sherlock holmes**
    36. my sister's keeper
    37. new moon
    38. fantastic mr. fox
    39. earth
    40. all about steve**
    41. funny people
    42. it's complicated
    43. cheri
    44. pink panther 2
    45. everybody's fine
    46. night at the museum: battle of the smithsonian
    47. the time traveler's wife
    48. shutter island**
    49. the imaginarium of doctor parnassus
    50. get him to the greek
    51. where the wild things are
    52. sunshine cleaning
    53. toy story 3**
    54. edge of darkness
    55. alice in wonderland
    56. vacancy
    57. changling
    58. death at a funeral
    59. nine
    60. monty python and the holy grail
    61. the informant
    62. vantage point
    63. toothfairy
    64. ice age: dawn of the dinosaurs
    65. imagine that
    66. the book of eli
    67. bobby
    68. inception**
    69. bridges of madison county
    70. the hangover
    71. kinsey
    72. precious**
    73. world's greatest dad
    74. the invention of lying
    75. the young victoria
    76. the last song
    77. brothers
    78. love happens
    79. america
    80. up in the air
    81. the men who stare at goats
    82. children of inventions
    83. y tu mama tambien
    84. american violet
    85. ironman 2
    86. we are marshall
    87. tristan + isolde
    88. dear john
    89. stand by me
    90. public enemies**
    91. airplane**
    92. good luck chuck
    93. agent next door
    94. bad education
    95. the losers
    96. did you hear about the morgans?
    97. remember me
    98. charlie st. cloud
    99. why did i get married too?
    100. the kids are alright
    101. lovely bones
    102. fame
    103. true grit**
    104. killers
    105. the box
    106. fred claus
    107. the town**
    108. the karate kid
    109. a christmas carol
    110. eat pray love

    movies watched in 2009 - 137
    movies watched in 2008 -  94
    movies watched in 2007 -  71

    interesting to see the trend...

    i'm working on reading more books this year... really i am. last year, i read a total of 5 books. pitiful. in 2009, i read 11 books. i'm going to try and read at least 11 this year.

    so i've been sleeping with this silence in my mind & all i see scares me & no one knows it, but she, she saved me...

November 11, 2010

  • agoodlaugh

    i was tutoring math to the 4th and 5th graders this afternoon after school and one of the 4th graders wanted to make a phone call to her mom to ask if she could stay for tutoring. she was on the phone with her mom while i was going through some word problems with the rest of the students. this is what the conversation looked like:

    sadie, still on the phone with her mom: ms. king, what time does tutoring end?
    me: at 3:30
    sadie to her mom: she said 3:30. i'm in the classroom right now
    sadie to me: what time will i be home?
    me, bewildered look on my face: i have no idea. i don't know how far it is from the school to your house
    sadie to her mom: *pause* she said 4:00

    i couldn't help but burst out laughing. all the other students were laughing too. what a character !

     

    on the waves of the air, there is dancing out there, if it's something we can share, we can steal it...

     

    currently listening to: the beegees

November 5, 2010

  • queens

    i was talking with a couple of the teachers i team-teach with, mrs. h and mrs. j. mrs.h was saying how one of the middle schoolers went to her classroom to help out with the 4th grade in the mornings and one time, she noticed that the boy was practically sitting in one of the 4th grade boy's lap. mrs.h kind of raised her eyebrows and suggested that the middle schooler give the boy his space. mrs.j was nodding her head and saying, "yea, he's kind of like that..."

    i chimed in and said, "yea, t [a 4th grade boy] is also kind of like that... his hand gestures, the way he acts, and how he speaks sometimes." mrs.j agreed and said, "oh, he is such a queen." i had to laugh because i thought i was the only one who thought/noticed it. she added, "and it's so strange too because his dad is so macho and manly-looking and wears wifebeaters."

    mrs.h added, "oh l is a riot too. that one time we were in the digital media center for that tornado warning, i had separated the 5th grade girls and boys and l was hanging out with the girls. the librarian asked l to come over and sit with the boys and he was not happy about that. he kinda lowered his head and dragged his feet. and there was this other time when i let the 5th grade have about 10 minutes last friday to go to the gym and have recess. all the girls were doing cheers and l was with them. i called l over and told him to go play basketball with the other boys. he kinda lowered his shoulders and didn't want to join them, so i said, "oh alright, if you don't want to play basketball with them, go play with the girls." and he skipped off to join the girls. there was another time when the girls had wanted to sing a song for the class; they were pretending to be the cheetah girls and l joined them and i said, "l, sit down! the girls are the cheetah girls and they are going to sing a song." and he goes, with his hands on his hips, "i want to be a cheetah girl too and sing."

    and i said, "oh and he always says, 'yes ma'am'... and 'oh thine-kyoo' (thank you)."

    i don't think i've ever laughed that much during lunch at school before =]

     

    lol moment: i asked, "what's 31-28?" to the class while we were trying to solve a long division problem on the board. i was calling on students that weren't paying attention just to re-direct them and after a long string of "huh?, what?, um..." i called on j and he answers emphatically, '74 !' and i just cracked up and said, "j, where did you get that answer? you wouldn't get 74 even if you added 31 and 28 !"

     

    dear friend, please tell me who i am, and start from the inside, or wait instead, before it's said, all these monsters i couldn't hide beneath the bed or in my head, if i was stronger they would've died, but every once in a while i'm terrified...

     

    currently playing || mais um lamento by ceu

October 17, 2010

  • waytoomuch

    i was helping to fold and organize clothes for one of my parents' customers this afternoon.

    last week, we helped to fold the lady's 2-year-old daughter's clothes, setting aside the clothes that she had outgrown (to be donated), and put the clothes that still fit in an orderly fashion back into the dresser. the 2-year-old was being obnoxious and trying to undo our work, telling my mom and i what we could and could not do.

    we were working in her closet, trying to take things out and hanging things up, when the 2-year-old kept trying to shut the door to the closet. she got frustrated when i used my foot to prevent her from closing the door and was screaming bloody murder that the door wouldn't shut. i told her that we needed to keep it open so we could put stuff away and she goes, "shuddup. shuddup." her mom's in the room with us and she doesn't say anything about this 2-year-old telling a stranger to "shut up." seriously? i wanted to smack this little girl and teach her some manners. i've never heard a child this young be so incredibly rude and disrespectful toward adults before.

    and the little girl had waaaay too many clothes, especially for a 2-year-old. some of her clothes that we had put in a trash bag to be donated had never been worn more than once.

    this week, we did the the same thing for her 6-year-old brother; picked out clothes that were too small for him, folded them, and then put them into drawers. again, way too many clothes for a 6-year-old... way too many sets of pjs. he had at least a dozen pairs of pjs: transformers, sponge bob, dinosaurs, rockets, soccer, football, baseball, despicable me, penguins from madagascar, robots, etc. and two (TWO) drawers full of underwear/socks ! it was quite ridiculous...

     

    the early morning, the city breaks, and i've been calling for years and years... and you never left me no messages, you never sent me no letters, you got some kind of nerve taking all i want...

     

    currently listening to: book on tape - uncle tom's cabin by harriet beecher stowe